At lot of my clients are women and a significant proportion come to see me because they are afraid that their dysfunctional childhood may be negatively impacting on their relationship with a partner and the way they parent.

Conversations often begin with “I swore I would never be like my mother” or they explain that they want things to be different for their kids.

Before I continue I want to say this article isn’t about blaming parents – I think that all parents do the best job that they are able to do, however some do a less than good job. This can often be because they themselves had difficult childhoods and so the cycle continues.

If during early childhood your primary caregiver was not able to provide you with comfort, attention and meet your basic needs, or in your family home there were issues like emotional, physical or sexual abuse then you may have learned to get your needs met with dysfunctional patterns of behaviour that can become a kind of blueprint for connection and comfort that is unconscious and can last a lifetime.

Children are amazing and adaptable and they learn strategies that help them to cope. This may mean being ‘very good’ or super helpful or even denying that they have any needs at all, whilst other children may become rebellious or particularly self-reliant at a very early age.

Those strategies learned through childhood are helpful in enabling children with difficult family situations to move through to adulthood – they were tools that served them well.  However as they age and begin the journey into adulthood they continue to use these unconscious choices which may begin to cause problems.  The dysfunctional strategies that served them well during childhood no longer help and can actively create difficult issues in all relationships in their lives.

When women come and see me it is usually because they can now see some patterns of behaviour either in an intimate relationship or with their parenting that is creating lots of discomfort and distress for them and they are looking to make changes.

Unhealthy Patterns

Some specific issues that women present with when they have experienced a dysfunctional childhood include:

  • Difficulty saying no because they are afraid of rejection or abandonment
  • Being a chameleon changing to suit the environment they are in
  • Overly responsible and controlling or passive and dependent – power issues
  • Unable to set healthy boundaries in relationships
  • Taking on other people’s problems and feeling as if they were their own
  • Not trusting their intuition
  • Allow others expectations to define them
  • Feeling responsible for other people’s happiness
  • Compromising their own values and beliefs in order to please others or avoid conflict
  • Lacking self worth
  • Avoiding intimacy (pick fights, stay too busy)
  • Fear of either abandonment or engulfment, avoiding closeness
  • Difficulty identifying wants, needs, feelings
  • Rarely asking for help

As you can see some of these issues can seriously impact relationships with partners, friends and of course the way that you parent.

What needs to happen to change relationships and parenting in the future?

  • Learn how to take care of yourself (self-care, self-compassion and self-acceptance)
  • Find new ways of dealing with feelings and thoughts
  • Learn new ways of being in intimate relationships
  • Find healthier parenting patterns

Taking Care of yourself

A difficult childhood can leave you unable to see the wonderful strengths, vulnerabilities and talents that you have.  During childhood you may have had to give up or hide some of the very important parts of yourself like sensitivity, openness, joy, or talents because they may not have been understood or welcomed by your parents.

Being courageous now and working toward rediscovering or finding for the first time the things that bring you joy, peace and laughter is so worth the effort.  Learning to take care of your needs, finding self compassion and love for yourself and discovering your own worthiness are priceless gifts you can have today.

Working on intimate relationships

Some relationships cannot be repaired but many can.  Working with a professional as a couple can help you both learn to communicate more effectively, have healthier boundaries and feel more intimate connection.  Read more about Fixing Unhealthy Relationships.

Parenting

We all bring aspects of our childhoods into our parenting, even when we really would prefer not to have this happen.  We are taught how to connect to others in those early childhood relationships and later in childhood we observe behaviour that is role-modelled for us by our parents.  Unfortunately unlike what we see on the television or in magazines parenting isn’t instinctive but is learned.

Because of this we may behave in ways we would rather not, or ways we have stated we never would – being emotionally distant, overprotective, dismissive, or strict and not knowing how to set appropriate boundaries.  Or feeling anxious about protecting your children and keeping them safe.  Many moms who had dysfunctional childhoods are completely unaware of this as they have no model of consistent, warm and connected parenting to refer to.

The good news is this can be learned and it is never too late.  Some things to consider as a healthy parent.

1. A child centered family is not a good idea

A child centered family is not a good idea – many families now are child centered, meaning that parents lives revolve around their children.  Of course we need to have a child focus, to care of our child and meet their needs but it is unhealthy to only focus on their happiness since that can lead to entitled and difficult children.  It’s important to find a balance between your own needs, your relationship’s needs and your child’s needs.

2. Living our lives through our children

Becoming overly involved or over invested in your child’s life can lead to enmeshment (not knowing where they end and you begin).  They are separate to you and they need to live their lives (within reason) in the ways that fulfil them.

3. Wanting to be our child’s best friend

In my blog I am your parent not your friend I talk about this issue at length. Your job is a tough one, parenting well is hard work, we need to set boundaries, ask kids to do things they may not want to do like eat their greens, go to bed at a reasonable time and do their homework.

4. Wanting things to be ‘perfect’

Childhood can be a seriously messy endeavor, I have three sons and a daughter and there is a fair amount of mess in my home. Remember that childhood lasts a short time and trying to keep a home immaculate and kids gleaming is a very challenging and sometimes thankless task. Imperfect is okay – even great!

Also try not to give them everything, the overscheduled child (and parent) can become very frazzled. They don’t have to try every sport, instrument, language and recreational activity available to be happy.

I think we ALL want our kids to be happy and to have a rich and meaningful life. REMEMBER that you are important in that process especially when you take good care of yourself and your own needs.

No matter what kind of childhood you had we cant change the past – but we are able to make changes today that will make the future much brighter.

If you would like some assistance with Letting Go of your past check out my downloadable short course here >> https://debbicarberry.com.au/product/short-course-practice-of-letting-go/

If you struggle to set boundaries check out my downloadable short course here >> https://debbicarberry.com.au/product/short-course-relationships-boundaries/

I would love to stay in touch on FaceBook where I do regular live videos to answer questions and also share about any upcoming courses and workshops.

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Debbi Carberry is a clinical social worker and relationship coach in private practice in Brisbane, Australia where she specialised in relationships transformation. She has spent over a decade helping women and couples to form and maintain successful and fulfilling relationships. Debbi is the author of a short relationship guide “Is Your Approach to Relationships Healthy? 7 Questions Every Woman Should Ask Herself” and the creator of the groundbreaking global online relationship membership Rewrite Your Relationship Story

Until next time

 

Debbi